Sunday, November 8, 2009

Shop + stress = more stress

Ppl saes shopping can help u to de-stress. i hold de opposite view. ytd i was rushing thru de malls in tamp after cutting ma hair. made mi all de more stressful as i kept tinking about ma assignments to be done.

was searching for a pair of shoes n deciding wat jeans to buy. de pair of shoes tat finalli caught ma eyes was blue in colour. realised de shirt n tie tat i bought last week were oso blue. jeans definiteli would haf to be dark blue, or else i wouldn't usualli wanna wear. on overall i tink i'll look calm on a morning when sis finalli get herself out of "Ng's" family next sun, although she's marryin into another "Ng's" family? Lol...

So I reached home n decided to take a pic of de lucky apparels tat caught ma choosy eyes. Seriousli i seldom shop. firstly is becos i haf no $, secondli is becos once i bought it, seldom will i wear it, so it's an utter waste of $ for mi. indeed i got mani shirts in ma wardrobe. but i onli wear the same pieces of 3-4 shirts yearly! turnover is quite low on an annual basis... even though i try to turnover each shirt on a daily basis, otherwise it will smell? =P

As i went about displayin ma good buys on de chair, mum shouted at mi saying: "不要乱乱摆啊!" Cos it looks like those void deck event? Big sis was asking y din i oso display ma photo portrait... choy choy choy!!!



Shirt n tie was bought from topman in orchard at a discount. Shirt onli 30 plus, tie onli over ten plus. Bought de jeans from topman ytd in tamp one... after discount was 55 plus cos dearie gave mi a voucher. shoes actualli was de most not value-for-money amongst all. went into a shop. 69 bucks! I later came out of de store still don't know wat brand it was. Looked back at de store n it says "Messy." !!! Ma life is messy enuf. I was tinking: "Mess mi up further." More stress sia! (Tis cost information is presented here to signal tat a claim submission wud soon be forwarded to 2nd sis; all receipts are in proper order n documented).

Todae went to airport to study wif ma dog. de dog who once said to me: "even a dog is taller than u when it stands up."

I still rem replying in rebuttal: "Yes I know. You're taller than me mah."

Reached home n rehearsed for ma individual presentation on banyan tree. i seriousli hate individual presentation to de max can! cos it's like u haf no group mates behind u to support u. individual presentation is like "送我一个人去死” (send maself to hell) kind of feeling. still rem last year i kena stuck halfway. totalli flustered.

So i tried to rehearse in front of a big group of audience as per below, more than wat i'll expect to see on de coming mondae. u may sae tat i'm "siao" or crazi or wateva, but seriousli to tell u de truth, i got a stage fright n stuttered when imagining each of ma Godly statue to be a real person. Establishing eye contact had proven to be difficult as i shifted ma eyes from 1 statue to de next.



Aniwae, pray hard i'll not face any tragedy on de coming mondae. but i noe i will. shoot mi down.