Flu again

Damn jialat. Am down with flu again. Must be those sickening dust in my room, and the construction work going on around my block. Wanted to use my old luggage for china work attachment. But turned out to be faulty.

Went temple in bugis this afternoon. On the train saw a guy reading "Kite Runner," the book which I also bought from Kinokuniya in KLCC last month. He's only reading the first few chapters. I've already stopped reading it by chapter 12 cos it was so full of dialogues. Almost fell asleep reading it.

Went SMU with my dog and surfed the Internet.

Bought a jeans from topman in raffles city for 69 bucks.

Luggage from Chinatown for 180 bucks. My goodness. I'm spending money till I'm so scared already. Yet I have not received scholarship cheque from school until now. School told me I will get it at month's end. But I am not in sg already, so my family will have to collect on my behalf.

I am all ready for the 3 seasons that I will face. Bitterly cold winter, spring and then summer. Don't have to buy much clothes there already.

Now is winter, I also don't have to wash clothes till spring time. Maybe bathe once a week?

These are only half of what I'm bringing

Bought this "philips' stewardess iron" for 29 bucks at Marina Square, but am no stewardess!

Come to realise three quarter of my ties are blue

If only I can bring my baby over... wonder how am I gonna sleep without smelling it nightly... wonder who will look after it my baby. He looks very sad le...

Since I am taking up a marketing post at a travel agency in Suzhou, I shall re-read this book; although I know translating them into Chinese will be like asking a pig to climb the tree? Will be good if I'm just given photocopying work... or make coffee and tea

Less than 12 days to go. Am feeling scared and somewhat lonely inside me at the thought of going there alone already. Spoke to Tadashi who has been working abroad for many years... he told me that relocation and migration are both a lonely process. So scary. No wonder many returned home after living overseas for only a few years?

Am afraid later I drop out halfway. What if I can't get along with those china people? Can die down there.

Mum told me that I'm only there for 5 months. If people bully me or shout at me, just ignore them. At the end of the day, it's not as though I'm going to stay there forever?